MULUT LELAKI

WANITA...
lemah bila dengan lelaki.
dan WANITA itu fitnah dunia.

and me, as a women, too weak bile berhadapan dengan lelaki..
betol, bukan semua lelaki sama :)
tapi...
satu kisah yang nak dikongsi disini ialah;
pasal 'mulut' diorang. ni berdasarkan pengalaman aku sendiri la.

actually mamat ni kawan kpd member aku sendri.
at first kotorang kenal, ok je. sebab aku ni boleh je masuk ngn sape2 je. peramah la katekan.

nak dipendekkan cerita,
almost a year our friendship tu, kitorang jadi rapat,
and as expected, dah start dah main perasaan, main hati plak. haish!!

lepas ak tersedar dari kejahilanku,
aku decided, to stop contact with him.
because i dont want the past repeated!

but i rase bersalah sangat,
sebab?
sebab dia x faham why i did like that :'(

after i told my friend (kwn dia jgk), he said that;
"nani, aku kenal dia dh lame, lagi lame drpd mung. as a friend, aku support tindakan mg. mg x sesuai ngn dia, mg layak yg lg better drpd dia"
"time korang rapat dulu bukan dia setia pun"
"dia ramai perempuan"

ok, i accepted his explanation because he know him longer than me.

but...
SEKARANG,
he still contact me, n MENGAYAT ak.
"sy syg awk", "sy tunggu awak", "sy nk pinang awk","sy rindu awk","i love u","sy ade awk sorg je"
n kenyataan nye, ak tau pe yg dia buat,
perempuan keliling! ayat yg sama digunakan!
n for this time, i'll not 'cair' anymore! HAHA
aku dh knl what type of human u r! :p

memang diakui, aku sangat2 lemah dgn lelaki,
but those experience dah cukup tuk ajar aku jd PEREMPUAN yg lebih berhati2 :D

insyaAllah, aku akan terus jaga hati aku,
semoga Tuhan bantu aku untuk menjadi muslimah yg lebih kuat, matang :)